November 10, 2006

Autumn is finally here

although i'm going to miss summer so much, there are a lot of things i like and anticipate about this season. i like how the colorful autumn leaves fall on the ground and hear it crunch as i step on it. i love stepping on things that crunch. i don't know why? sometimes, i even step on snails when i'm angry and somehow, i feel better after. i know that sounds cruel but oh well. anyway, back to autumn. i always anticipate Halloween and most especially Thanks Giving during this season. the smell of cinnamon and pumpkin is just everywhere. *sigh*

holloween, is always interesting here. you never know what surprises you find at home, at the mall or even in the streets.

take this guy for sample. he gave me the creeps when i was crossing the street. i can't help but feel he would attack me for some reason. he looked like one of those hooligans who kidnap girls and force them into their big white rapist van. i got to spend 5 minutes with him on the cross street though, so i got to know him better. haha. he pressed the pedestrian button for me. the traffic light took forever to settle all the cars, so, i took a picture of this kind monster. he didn't speak though, i relied on his hand gestures.

so, on halloween, i couldn't decide whether i should be the girl from the broadway musical "hairspray" or be an evil pixie or a dark angel (depending on which kind of set of wings i got from hot topic).

i got the wig from my mom. she bought it for me as a souvenir when she went to vegas to watch the musical. i didn't really have the dress for it and the white makeup and blue lashes. so, i decided to wear this whole look next year. or depending on what my mood is.

moving on to my next idea.. i thought, i should be a dead pixie but then, i thought being an evil one sounded better. so, i got the makeup and fake lashes from hot topic. and then, i couldn't decide if i should go for dark angel wings or the red pixie wings and whatever costumes that came with it. so, i skipped the whole costume and just got the makeup.
when i finally decided that i wanted to be an evil angel, the costumes sold out.

so, then, i decided i didn't feel like going to west hollywood anymore. i told my friend jenny the night before halloween that i couldn't make it anymore cuz i don't know what to wear and all my halloween costumes are still in the cargo being shipped here. but, she wouldn't let me cancel out on her, so, she let me borrow her swinging 50's outfit.

i worked on the day of halloween night and then, took the day off cuz i knew i was going to get tired from partying the night before. it was interesting cuz there were a lot of people shopping and all dressed up. if i wasn't so busy working, i would've taken a lot of pictures of people dressed up and all. i did take this one pic when the mall manager took the time to show me who he really was. he's a cool guy.. he always says "hi" when he passes by.

hhhmm.... i wonder..

before, i went home that day, i stopped by rhinomart to buy two of my youngest siblings the white and black makeup and trick or treating bags. and in return, i got a cut from their candy earnings. muhahaha. i figured since i'm too old to go trick or treating and really i was going some place else that night; it be a good idea to invest on my siblings. they've never trick or treated before, so, i thought this would be something nice for them to experience.

the loot..

Back dated posts

Beginning today, I will be posting backdated updates. But without actually backdating it with blogger, so, it's not so confusing.

I will start with, hhmm, let's see, Halloween!

Give thanks to the Holy One

Happy Thanks Giving!!

ps. i'm going "turkey hopping" with kristina today. *yum*

I need to vent.. I feel like crap.

i've been feeling like this since last night (well, it was triggered last night, atleast). my life has been very frustrating and now, i find myself lost in all of this (whatever you call this freaken chaos i'm in right now). these are the times when i like to stop caring about anything and even possibly anyone. i know, it's probably not good to shut the world off but i feel like i need to retreat from everything and calm myself down.

i went to mass feeling like crap last night. i tried so hard to seem okay but i wasn't even smiling when i served.

everything sort of matched my mood last night. there weren't that much people who attended mass last night. the lights were kind of dimmed than the usual but the altar looked really beatiful. they changed the drapes to the shades of brown and maroon (autumn colors) and decorated it with exotic hawaiian flower arrangements. and ofcourse, cornicopias (sp?) with harvest fruits and vegetables for the upcoming "Thanks Giving" day. that was nice. but i was still close to tears.. it's like i've never felt mass to be so much emotinal than last night. i held it back cuz i heard my friend sniffling. i usually feel like i need to be strong for my friend when these things happen. like, i forget my own troubles and suddenly take up on something that's not even mine.

i don't know if that should be a good thing or bad. but it's in my nature.. sometimes, i don't even realize i'm being like that.

i know my entry is very vague. in time, i will tell you what's going on. i don't even know where to start. for now, i think, let's just let it be. i know, i will come to understand what's going on but not in my time. it's always about His time, He knows what's best. Always.

Hello, y'all!

i have so much things to blog about and fishing pictures to show but the other computer (where i upload my photos) is always occupied by by warcrack zombies. i swear. i. hate. that. stupid. friggin game!

that, and with thanks giving coming around the corner.. i have so much to do.

Happy Halloween!!

Awesome party up in West Hollywood!!

i got home at about past 3:00am and i'm not sleepy. so, you guessed, i went online and uploaded a bit of the pictures. i had a bombdigity time out there. i have more picture and captions for later. i'm just trying to keep it G-rated as much as i can.

see you tomorrow btchess. no work! i'm sleeping in :D